Archive for January, 2009

AH!

hey guys…

So, last time i was on here i said i was going to make a plan, and do it this time.  Well, that was a full month ago already and I’m still sitting in the same spot, in fact i have probably gained a few pounds.  I hate making excuses but things just keep coming up!!!! Before it was school and my friend passing away and not getting along with my bf, and i was finally coming to grips with those things and then over the last month my grandma died and i broke up with my bf and all my emotions just got out of control and got the best of me!  I REALLY want this, i do, and i feel like i never have the strength to do anything about it :(